to examine my "self", what "kind" am I? John 6:42

KNOW thy "self".  EXAMINE your "self".  What your nature IS.  Who is the "father" of your SOUL.
Do I Say the Right things according to MEN and not DO according to Spirit, God?
Do I SAY...Thou shalt not...yet DO it anyway?  Do I  SAY God is Lord and yet move, do according to a different spirit...the HUMAN spirit, Sin nature?  Am I a hypocrite, deceiver, pretender masquerading as a son of God?   Claiming to belong to God when under the wings of darkness?

Drawn to God...the Right Thing or drawn to evil thinking, doing?  Is God REAL to me or are the things of THIS world Y below...my delusion?

Jesus: HOW can you believe?  John 6:44.  You prefer pleasing people rather than God.  You are unwilling...resisting Truth, Me...because you have NO Love for God in your hearts...THIS is what kind of people you are.  Those that love God...obey God....please God and not the evil self, spirit.

Jesus: I am Telling you THE Truth, the TIME HAS ALREAD COME, JOHN 5:25...WHEN the dead [soul void of Spirit] hears the Voice of the Son of God [His Spirit] and those Called, those who can hear COME OUT OF their graves...their slumber in Sin/Death.  Those Called...those Awakened, believers HAVE the Spirit of Eternal Life...and they honor, obey God as God.  The Awakened the Hearing ...they COME TO Life...come Alive to God...and they HAVE ALREADY PASSED FROM DEATH...TO...Life...John 5:25,23-24.  They who are Quickened by the Voice, Call of God...come Alive and Rise and Serve no other God but God...to fail...to fall from Grace...is through unbelief, doubt.   Those souls Quickened by God...who have done Good...will Rise...Ascend but those who have done evil, unrighteousness will depart the body of death, coffin of f
lesh and be condemned with the spirit they followed, obeyed...the spirit, the voice they obeyed instead of God.

Those souls that did not believe in God...His Spirit...His Word of Truth...remain slaves to Sin, die in Sin ...go to the place reserved for the Devil, demons and Sin natured souls.  Darkness where there is no Light...no Life.  Utter nonexistence.  Passed away as dust of this world below.

The evil self...Sin natured soul having an evil spirit...loves Sin not God, the children of darkness shrink back into the darkness away from God, Light that would destroy, remove the human self, soul of darkness.   It is Sin IN them...that fears the Presence of Love, Light, Truth.  It is the Sin nature within them...enthroned as god...that hinders...keeps them afraid...of the death  of self, the crucifixion of HUMAN self by Faith in Crucifixion with Christ.